new blog land for me
hope you will join me as i start to just journal some things
it’s not going to have anything as an aim
just for me to vent & purge my feelings
as in free therapy
but of course i would still
let me know what you think
tillie x.
be happy and free like a butterfly
questions to ask myself
what did i want
to be and do
did i do right well i did what i had thought at the time was right
regrets turn into lessons
forgiveness for those not liking me for judging me
forgiveness for myself for not being good enough
ego stop saying i am not good enough
i am really nice
i love my own
so now i have to stop those bad habits such as having low self esteem. judging myself on others term stop drinking stop the spending the bill money to pay every bill asap not pinching pete to pay paul but also stop best
beating myself yp
clean me house n words
positive not negative
more running bra than pjs
no self hatred over spending its what we need or want
lose weight
give up especially at night n we know why
but how do i do it by one day or night at a time lol
i stick to my plan i do certain rooms etc at certain times mostly before my shower
nothing works out anyway
it won’t do if i keep not doing things for example the house I got it straight I will continue to go straight if I carry on doing the work
i need i should i don’t
i am doing this
i’m hopelesss i’ll never be good enough to do anything
i’m unfriendable
i’m ugly
i’m crap With money
i can’t be happy with just being me i need to rely on alcohol or painkillers
i’m lazy and nothing ever works out anyway because of me
1 i can laugh at myself
2 i bounce back quickly
3 i care very much about those close to me
4 i like to spoil people
5 i’m there for others if they wasn’t
6 i give people space
7i’m a very proud mom and think i give them a good sense of worth and space to be themselves
8 i don’t nag
9 i’m okay by myself
10 i like to learn to be a better me
